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Monday, July 13, 2009Y
breakdown

Thinking about this past year it is really tough...all the things that happened to me I really have endured. I realised alot of things seen alot of truths...even the harshiest discisions I have made...never regretted it. I insist of standing by my principles, the very same principles which I threw aside for one whole year...I chose to take it back to my side.

I have also been through alot of low points...many times close to breaking down...by I always stood up...many true friends were with me...many whom sacrifise time and effort to give me strength.

Studying is really one of the things I hate the most...don't understand why I endure through one whole year of siao studying for that nice nice result which does not seem to make me happy. Ok it will make me happy for awhile... but all the things in life i'll miss because of it...not worth it.

Now I think I am really going to breakdown soon...this time I really have no more power to stand up...I really think I am gonna stay there all my life...broken...I have never felt so down...not even going out having fun helps...time to time I will think alot of things..negative things...no-one can pull me back up...this is what I am feeling...tomorrow is like darkness to me...feel like just sleeping and never wake up...

Hope we can all feel better...its all hoping...can it really happen??

~EnD~

ends at 8:07 PM